Balance

Balance


As you know I went to bed with thoughts of my business on my mind. I dreamt I had no bed & I was alone. I woke up relieved to be in my bed & next to my husband. I can’t say that this is all about money but more about wanting to be successful. […]

Photosensitivity? sensory issues? Whatever it is, it sucks.


Grrr I hate going to the eye doctor.  I dread it.  It is painful.  As my eye doctor says it is absolute torture for me. I think the light is the worst part. Or maybe being touched around my eyes. Or maybe not being able to read after. No it is really the light.  It […]

Random events & thoughts including #Kitties

Random events & thoughts including #Kitties


(waves) Hi here I am!! The break from social media was well needed. Every time I peeked, oh boy. I still want to share our stories and I will probably still voice my opinions, because well I am opinionated 🙂 but not sure will be “getting into it” with people or such stuff. It is […]

Reset


First- trigger warning for negativity and for anyone recently in a certain facebook group.   When my son was younger he had a much harder time controlling his emotions.  He was very, very sensitive. He would act out in Math class.  No one could figure out what was wrong.  I would dig in and figure […]

Hoarding and calming

Hoarding and calming


We moved in 2004? Seems so long ago when I actually think about it. There was nothing really wrong with the other house- oh wait it was old (had character but money pit) and wasn’t in the best of neighborhoods. We didn’t know how long we would stay in this house but we wanted to […]

No Talkie


This week has been rather straining for me.  At work I am taking classes that are required by all managers and since I was sick I fell behind.  I had been pacing them out about once a month but then lost a few months.  For my law degree I need to have my hours finished […]

Heartsick


I have started to write this post and scrapped it numerous times.  It may not all come out right, my feelings, emotions are still very raw.  I am still in the “recovery” phase. I had written previously that when you are ill and in need of help you find out who your true friends are.  […]

Interesting 24 hours with #Aspies

Interesting 24 hours with #Aspies


The past 24 hours have really been something.  Not bad, not good, but lots of Aspie moments… Monday Night I came home from work and my son was not in his “other room”.  Odd since he went to bed before I left for work so I figured he would be up playing video games.  I […]

Finding Support so Important


I feel like I have lost so much time.  I don’t know how it got to be October already!  I know most of the lost time was in the hospital and then on medications.  Then I just felt like I was in a fog.  I finally feel like I am coming out of that fog.  […]

Sometimes


Sometimes I just want to cry.  Sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed.  I just feel so exhausted from interactions with people.  Did I do or say the right thing.  Did I affect someone in the wrong way.  Did I snap at someone because I just couldn’t anymore.  I couldn’t remain calm.  I couldn’t handle all […]